these lyrics suits me these days.. this is the translation of U-Kiss' Not Young/ I'm not a child lyrics. though only some part of it.. I'll post those parts:

Just have a listen to what I’m saying
I know what young is
Mom’s always with me, you dont know yet
In reality, I’m really completley grown up now
im old enough to know everything...

...I'm not a little kid anymore, im all grown up
I know the world, I know it too (the world)
dont underestimate me, dont mess with me...

Yup2.

I don't understand why my mom always forbides me to do everything I have to do. sometimes it's a really important thing for me, but she just desn't understand. She always put her business above and don't really care about my responsibilities.

I should go somewhere to look for dance costume. The competition is just a week ahead. Ok, I understand she's really busy, so she can't drive me anywhere, but why can't she just let me go by myself? I've been living for 17 years in Jakarta, I know how to go everywhere by busway, I can call a taxi or.. whatever! There's so many ways to travel around Jakarta. From my view, if you can't take public transportation so you shouldn't live in Jakarta. This is a busy city and traffic jam is everywhere, so if you want to go faster you should take the busway. besides, it's cheaper. But SHE won't let me go! sigh.

What should I do if my team don't have the costume for the competition? Does she want to take all the responsibilities I should carry? NO!!

so why can I just be free to do what I really have to do? This is an urgent matter!

AAARRGGGHHH!!!

and today when she scolded me I felt upset and spoke in higher note to her 'okay, if you can't drive me I'll ask my sister if she could pick me!' (my sister ask me to accompany her to Mangga Dua for shopping and I think I can find the costumes there)

and guess what?

she yelled at me not to speak like that to her! geez. Is there any rules in the world about 'children must not be upset with parent's words and only parents are allowed to make the children upset while the children are not allowed to express that'?

N-O-P-E.

I'm not a child anymore. She have to believe this though she can't. If she really can't accept the fact that I'm not a child now, so why did she had me? Every parents must be ready when their child grow up someday right?

Huah! I'll write this entry in English and Indonesian, but it's English first.

28 January 2008 I 'married' to Kyuhyun at myfconline.com. MYFC stands for Marry Your Favourite Character. In this site u can show your fandom off by 'marrying' your favourite boys. For me, a year ago, it was Kyuhyun. And it's still him until now. hahaha.

Uchul, one of my friends, wonders why I haven't got bored with Kyuhyun. I don't know. u should ask Kyuhyun, why does he keep my eyes on him? hahaha.. he always do something that attracts me. If we're really dating, maybe we will be together for years. hahaha.

The time goes by so fast XP I can't believe it's already 366 days (2008's February has 29 days). I feel like just yesterday I got to know him, and fell madly in love (fandom is a kind of love!).

Ah~.. but will I be able to make it to the 2nd? hm.. I hope so..

Kyuhyun oppa, I always think about you this 366 days. hmm, I even think it's more than 366. Please don't visit my mind everyday, hahaha ^^ yup because even when I was on my maths exam I remembered about you. Wondered how did you do, haven't you eat, did you get enough rest, all because you got skinnier day by day. Sometimes I can't see happiness on your face, but I know you always try to be the 'happy Kyu' in front of ELF so we won't worry about you. You even pop in my dreams. I think I got too crazy.

But someone said that love has to be crazy. If it's not crazy then it's not love.

Kyuhyun Saranghae!! XDD

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Huah. ga kerasa gw udah setahun 'merid' sama Kyuhyun. udah baca kan dia atas soal web MYFC online?

semua bener2 ga berasa ya. Kayaknya gw baru tau suju kemaren. kayak baru liat Kyuhyun kemaren. Dan sampe sekarang gregetnya ke suju sama kyu juga masih sama kayak pertama kali tergila-gila. apakah gw ini tipe orang yang ga gampang bosen, atau 'basi' ya? hahaha.. dunno.

Gw berharap bisa terus sampe tahun ke2, ke3, ke4.. seterusnya deh. Jadi eternal ELF buat suju en buat kyuhyun. bahagia banget ya.

Kyuhyun, jaga diri baek2 ya. Jangan ampe sakit, bikin gw pusing tau. hehe. Jangan bikin orang panik terus ya. Gw dan semua ELF juga ga mau kyuhyun kenapa-napa lagi. Dulu hampir aja ELF kehilangan kyuhyun. Untung kyuhyun tetep bertahan hidup waktu itu. Jadi sekarang gw bisa tergila2 sama dia. coba kalo nggak, amit2 sih, tapi pasti gw ga pernah tau kyuhyun, dan ga akan pernah tergila-gila sama dia. Hidup jadi sepi hwhw..

Gomawo ya Kyu selama setahun lebih ini kyu udah bikin gw senyum, cengengesan sendiri di kamar atau di depan kompie, bikin gw gregetan kalo liat tampang kyu lagi lucu, bikin gw happy  kalo inget kyu, bikin gw survive dari semua yang menekan gw kalo inget gimana kyu bisa survive sampe sekarang. Juga gomawo karena udah bikin gw ngerti apa itu fandom, bikin gw ngerasain gimana rasanya panik gara-gara mikirin orang lain, dan dulu waktu gw dibohongin sama temen gw yang bilang kyu masuk rumah sakit lagi, gw hampir nangis lho. Jahat ya temen gw, hehehe. tapi beneran!

Gw yang tadinya lagi megang piring langsung ga bisa makan. akhirnya kira2 satu jem setelah itu temen gw baru telpon bilang dia bohong. Kalo ga salah hari itu APRIL FOOL. gobloknya gw.

Kalo mo diceritain masih banyak deh cerita2 lainnya selama ngefans sama Kyu. ga bakal cukup seharian *lebay*.

Yang terakhir.. Kyuhyun, gw ga akan pernah bosen bilang, saranghae!!

Yup sumpah ini gosip ga penting tapi ini merupakan berita bagus buat sebagian besar masyarakat Indonesia..

Gw lagi iseng gosipin Cinta Laura di sini, ahaha. CL alias Cinta Laura tu apa? Nah buat yang kelamaan di luaran sehingga ga tau ada apa di Indonesia, CL itu adalah sosok yang paling perfect buat percontohan tipe anak kecil sok gede. Oke, dia teenager, tapi kan teenager itu belom cukup untuk dibilang orang gede, remaja lah. Umur aja baru setaon lebih tua dari si Lisa tapi gayanya udah selangit, sok kayak orang gede. Padahal kalo diliat2 pemikirannya masih jauh lebih kecil dari Lisa.

Dan bibirnya itu ih! Tau napa ya kalo liat tu bibir rasanya pengen gw tarik jauh2 trus gw lepasin biar ngejepret ke mukanya *ahaha, psychonya gw*. Dia selalu maen jadi orang gede di sinetron-sinetron. Yang bikin makin najis, udah ni anak mukanya ga enak diliat *tampangnya najis lah* masih kepedean kayak dia orang paling cakep se Indonesia. Ga usah muat fotonya ya. Bagi yang kebanyakan di luar negri n ga tau gimana bentuknya CL, googling aja sendiri.

Cinta Laura pensiun jadi artis bo!! gyahaha.. nih copy paste dari okezone.com

JAKARTA - Di tengah gegap gempita popularitas, Cinta Laura memilih istirahat dari dunia entertainment yang telah membesarkan namanya. Dia ingin fokus pada pendidikan.

"Aku di dunia entertainment tinggal empat bulan lagi. Aku mau fokus dengan sekolah aku," ujar Cinta dengan logat bulenya saat ditemui di Studio Palem, Mampang, Jakarta Selatan, Selasa (20/1/2009) malam.

Cinta mengaku tidak sayang meninggalkan kariernya di bidang keartisan. Bintang sinetron dan penyanyi ini tak ingin sekolahnya berantakan karena kesibukan di akting dan musik.

"Sekolah is my priority. Jadi aku lebih mengutamakan pendidikan aku. Ini penting buat aku di masa depan," kata pelantun Oh Baby ini.

Dalam dunia artis, nama Cinta Laura sangat terkenal. Logat dan gayanya yang bule menjadi fenomena tersendiri dan berhasil mencuri perhatian publik. Cinta menjadi idola baru di industri sinetron Tanah Air.

Tekad artis berdarah Jerman ini sudah bulat untuk fokus pada pendidikan. Dia ingin berhasil sebagai artis, sekaligus di bidang pendidikan.

"Aku ingin nama aku dikenal bukan hanya sebagai artis saja, tapi sebagai artis yang cerdas," tandasnya. (fin)

Huhuhu.. akhirnya dunia entertainment kita kembali normal saudara-saudara..

Oh iya setelah iseng browsing di site yang sama gw nemu berita agak lamanya CL juga nih.

Cinta Laura Sebut Elza Syarief 'Ibu Gendut'

JAKARTA - Cinta Laura kalah melawan MD Entertainment dalam kasus wan prestasi. Cinta mengungkapkan kekesalannya kepada Elza Syarief.

"Aku kesal sedikit sama ibu-ibu gemuk itu (Elza Syarief), mungkin lawyer-nya," tutur Cinta yang ditemui saat latihan menari bersama Duo Maia untuk video klip Pengkhianat Cinta di Hampton's Park Apartment, Jalan Tarogong, Cilandak, Jakarta Selatan, Kamis (18/12/2008).

Rupanya, bintang film Oh Baby ini kesal karena dituding sebagai artis yang tidak sukses.

"Aku ingin ketawa dibilang nggak sukses. Buktinya aku 104 episode sudah bungkus. Mungkin dia jealous saja sama mami aku karena mamiku lebih cantik," celetuk Cinta. (ang)

duh.. bujugile dah ni anak satu.. eh, gendut-gendut juga Elza Syarief tuh pengacara sukses tau! Episode sih boleh aja 104, tapi dari 104 episode itu gw ga pernah nonton satupun tuh. ahaha. Biarin aje CL menggonggong. Yang pasti entah kenapa gw agak seneng anak sok gede satu ini lenyap dari pertivian Indonesia. Yah, mungkin dia udah makin paham tentang yang namanya pencemaran lingkungan jadi dia mengundurkan diri buat mengurangi pencemaran audio-visual.. ahaha.

Yang penting kita akan segera merdeka dari seleb ini..

Bye CL!!

Acik2.. blakangan ini ujan terus akhirnya DB2 banjir juga!! hwhwhw..

Akhirnya doa seluruh anak DB terkabul *toss*

Oh iya hari Minggu kemaren ini gw ketemuan ma sesama ELF Indo *tapi beda negara, hahaha..* Batbat n Java, tapi sayang nya gw baru dateng jem 3an, padahal mereka jem 5an dah harus cabut mo ke Bandung. *duhhh enak ya ke Bandung, mau donk!* Yang ikut waktu itu cuma gw, Lisa, Misty sama Fenti.

Kita ngumpul di Plangi SkyDining. Tadinya sih mu nunjukin Comedy Cafe yang jadi tempat WAO project dulu trus akhirnya malah nongkrong di JV atau apalah namanya ituu.. lupa hahaha.. XDD Ngobrol macem2 dari Suju berubah ke FT Island berubah ke Bigbang.. *sampe Misty bilang 'ko gath nya berubah nih?' ahaha*

Trus foto2 deh.. rugi donk kalo nggak..

>>With Bat

>>With Java

Oh iya mumpung libur kan gw sempet ngurus baju barong yang memusingkan itu.. jadi ceritanya gw beli baju barong buat kasih ke orang *ntar kalo udah nyampe ke orangnya baru gw bocorin deh siapa* warnanya putih. Trus gw ga ngecek dulu kan, eh taunya ada jaitan yang agak rusak plus dekil. Karena ga sempet ngurus akhirnya setelah lewat 3 Minggu baru gw pergi ke tokonya di cempaka mas buat nuker. Eh tapi ga boleh sama mbak yang jaga toko katanya udah lewat dari 3 hari. Busyed.

Terpaksa beli baru. Putih juga. Lebih bersih sih. tapi pas udah pulang kok jadi brubah pikiran ya, ya udah akhirnya mumpung blom 3 hari hari ini gw ke sono lagi tuker. Kali ini sama nyokap en dia nyuruh gw bawa baju yang rusak itu.

Akhirnya setelah bujukan bertubi-tubi dari nyokap gw mbak yang jaga toko bolehin tuker dua-duanya. hahaha. menang rasanya *frik deh gw*. Dapet warna ungu sama biru lagi. Acik!

Yup gw off dulu yo.. 

lucu nih XDD

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Wew, akhirnya kemaren gw ulangan susulan mat.  Gila juga tuh gw ga ngerti apa2. tapi usaha2 dikiiiitt.. hehehe..

Gara2 qta ulangan di perpus, temen2 gw jadi ga tau diri gitu. Pada contek2an semua. Eh ga taunya pas mereka lagi contek2an secara bar2 *si Yosua ampe bediri2 segala wkwk* guru gw masuk. gw yang ga sengaja liat duluan gara2 gw nengok mau liat jem. Langsung deh gw ketawa.. wkwkwk.. temen2 gw juga akhirnya cuma bisa ketawa semua. yah untung gurunya ga rese punya. Ga ngomel2 dia.

Kemaren gw motong poni sendiri lho!! *trus bangga gitu? wkwkwk*

Ajaib sih jadinya nggak eror. Poni gw jadi rata. Pas abis motong kok diliat2 muka gw jadi kayak anak SMP ya? hahaha~ apa perasaan gw aja ya??

Hmm gimana menurut kalian? nih fotonya buat di compare~

hahaha aneh ga??

mudah2an ga cacad ye..

Tapi gw suka bgt ma poni gini, dari dulu gw udah kepengen poni rata, tapi kata nyokap ga cocok *yah apa boleh buat secara nyokap yang motongin poni* akhirnya setelah motong sendiri PUAS!! hahaha..

Hmm.. rainy season here in Indonesia..

Especially in Jakarta, the rain is too heavy these days.

The flood will be coming soon.. fiuhh.. but I hope that it comes to my school. Ah~.. why the flood didn't come today? The last 2 days there was a little flood around my school, but now it's completely dry so I have to go to school..

Can't stop my laziness, hahaha..

Besides, I don't want the last year's incident recurred. Last year I was is the school when the flood came. I should had gone home but my school bus left me and 3 of my friends because they took the elementary students home first.

Me and my friends stayed at school till 2 p.m when the water reach my thighs. And we were forced to get out to the higher area, but it was raining, so we got wet. Finally I headed to Inu's house, quite near to the school but is in the higher place. Geez, imagine if Inu's house were in Kelapa Gading~.. lucky me my BFF's house is there.

I must take the maths test tomorrow, but I don't really care anymore, I know I won't be able to get good marks hahaha.. -.-

Ah~ why suddenly I remember Kyuhyun? Maybe coz he is good in maths. Uhhh.. I wish he could teach me..

As I wrote yesterday, I now explain why I become an anti of SNSD.

But actually I only anti to 7 of them, coz Yuri and Seohyun never make any troubles. But the leftovers aren't good enough to represent my gender's generation.

SONEs think that we, antifans, anti them because we envy them. well, that's a big NO. They think we envy SNSD's beauty, talent, and their close relationships to our boys - let's say, DBSK and SJ. But hey, how come I should envy them, coz I know how they dance and I still think I'm better. OK, you guys may say I'm a narcistic person, and I know I am that kind of person.

I don't envy their beauty either. I know I'm just a standard-faced girl, but I'm pretty proud of myself. What the heck, every woman is beautiful, only the intensity are different. I told you I'm a narcistic person.

And, oh please, I don't care if they have close relationships to SJ or DBSK. It's a normal thing for them. They are in the same company, it makes them know each other. Why I must be jealous?

So.. why being an anti?

Let's start from my 'most favourite' Tiffany. She just loves to bash her sunbaes. Shinhwa is a good example. And as we know, she also says that SJ boys are separated each other because of their sub-groups. well, miss, please think twice before you say anything. Heenim was very mad at her because of this.

And the second best trouble-maker Taeyeon, can't people see that she's so arrogant these days? In SNSD's early days she can be the humble one but as their fans grows she becomes arrogant and she acts like she's the queen in varieties *watch her on family outing, she makes me feel SICK*. What is she proud of? Her young age? Her popularity? oh please, age doesn't matter. Hyori is much more older but she still got her quality.

Now let's welcome their fans, who have the most contribution to make more antis. I do understand that not all of those SONEs are bad. But most of them are. Like Johnny Dorama, Johnny Dramatic, Johnny DramaKing or whatsoever his name, who likes to bash another fansclub and artists. Maybe he thinks that his SNSD is the coolest group on earth or what. Not only him, there are many good examples of these kind of SONEs out there. In friendster groups, blogs, wherever! See, we won't hate them if they don't pick the fight first.

Well, I don't have any special intention writing this entry. I'm not trying to turn SONEs into antis, or make more antis. I just publish my thoughts. And if there's any SONEs who wants to come and bash me, go ahead, I don't really care. I wont reply those bashings either. No needs to do that.

Label: anti, safe, snsd, stand, why

Hello there! It's my first blog on blogspot, hehe..

I'll write my intro in english but later I'll use more Indonesian maybe.. depending on my mood =p

ok, let's get to know me!!

Icha the Fangirl

Full name Fransiska Larissa Wiratno

Bday 3.12.1991

Hometown Jakarta, Indonesia

Loves Korean music, Super Junior, Bigbang, DBSK, FT Island, SHINee, and other BOYbands.. love to sing, love to dance, love to eat yummy foods, hahaha.. but don't want to be a fattie. love to try new things.. love to surf the internet, and many more..

Hates insects especially roach XP hate snobs, megalomaniacs.. hate bitchy and cheap girls *hey please be sexy but not bitchy* hate SNSD..

hmm.. yep not many people know bout the last one.. I'll explain bout that later. ok, that's my intro. see ya..