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HOW TO BE A GOOD FANGIRL IN 5 STEPS // The Art of Fangirling
step 1 Choose the idol for yourself
step 2 Learn about them, collect their photos and articles
step 3 SPREAD THE LOVE
step 4 don't ever mind to share with others, ya guys know what I mean ;)
step 5 this is the most critical for me: THOUGH THE WORLD DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU, KEEP SUPPORT YOUR IDOL NO MATTER WHAT!!
well that makes a good fangirl. How about you?

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366 Days
Rabu, 28 Januari 2009 07.45

Huah! I'll write this entry in English and Indonesian, but it's English first.

28 January 2008 I 'married' to Kyuhyun at myfconline.com. MYFC stands for Marry Your Favourite Character. In this site u can show your fandom off by 'marrying' your favourite boys. For me, a year ago, it was Kyuhyun. And it's still him until now. hahaha.

Uchul, one of my friends, wonders why I haven't got bored with Kyuhyun. I don't know. u should ask Kyuhyun, why does he keep my eyes on him? hahaha.. he always do something that attracts me. If we're really dating, maybe we will be together for years. hahaha.

The time goes by so fast XP I can't believe it's already 366 days (2008's February has 29 days). I feel like just yesterday I got to know him, and fell madly in love (fandom is a kind of love!).

Ah~.. but will I be able to make it to the 2nd? hm.. I hope so..

Kyuhyun oppa, I always think about you this 366 days. hmm, I even think it's more than 366. Please don't visit my mind everyday, hahaha ^^ yup because even when I was on my maths exam I remembered about you. Wondered how did you do, haven't you eat, did you get enough rest, all because you got skinnier day by day. Sometimes I can't see happiness on your face, but I know you always try to be the 'happy Kyu' in front of ELF so we won't worry about you. You even pop in my dreams. I think I got too crazy.

But someone said that love has to be crazy. If it's not crazy then it's not love.

Kyuhyun Saranghae!! XDD

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Huah. ga kerasa gw udah setahun 'merid' sama Kyuhyun. udah baca kan dia atas soal web MYFC online?

semua bener2 ga berasa ya. Kayaknya gw baru tau suju kemaren. kayak baru liat Kyuhyun kemaren. Dan sampe sekarang gregetnya ke suju sama kyu juga masih sama kayak pertama kali tergila-gila. apakah gw ini tipe orang yang ga gampang bosen, atau 'basi' ya? hahaha.. dunno.

Gw berharap bisa terus sampe tahun ke2, ke3, ke4.. seterusnya deh. Jadi eternal ELF buat suju en buat kyuhyun. bahagia banget ya.

Kyuhyun, jaga diri baek2 ya. Jangan ampe sakit, bikin gw pusing tau. hehe. Jangan bikin orang panik terus ya. Gw dan semua ELF juga ga mau kyuhyun kenapa-napa lagi. Dulu hampir aja ELF kehilangan kyuhyun. Untung kyuhyun tetep bertahan hidup waktu itu. Jadi sekarang gw bisa tergila2 sama dia. coba kalo nggak, amit2 sih, tapi pasti gw ga pernah tau kyuhyun, dan ga akan pernah tergila-gila sama dia. Hidup jadi sepi hwhw..

Gomawo ya Kyu selama setahun lebih ini kyu udah bikin gw senyum, cengengesan sendiri di kamar atau di depan kompie, bikin gw gregetan kalo liat tampang kyu lagi lucu, bikin gw happy kalo inget kyu, bikin gw survive dari semua yang menekan gw kalo inget gimana kyu bisa survive sampe sekarang. Juga gomawo karena udah bikin gw ngerti apa itu fandom, bikin gw ngerasain gimana rasanya panik gara-gara mikirin orang lain, dan dulu waktu gw dibohongin sama temen gw yang bilang kyu masuk rumah sakit lagi, gw hampir nangis lho. Jahat ya temen gw, hehehe. tapi beneran!

Gw yang tadinya lagi megang piring langsung ga bisa makan. akhirnya kira2 satu jem setelah itu temen gw baru telpon bilang dia bohong. Kalo ga salah hari itu APRIL FOOL. gobloknya gw.

Kalo mo diceritain masih banyak deh cerita2 lainnya selama ngefans sama Kyu. ga bakal cukup seharian *lebay*.

Yang terakhir.. Kyuhyun, gw ga akan pernah bosen bilang, saranghae!!

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