these lyrics suits me these days.. this is the translation of U-Kiss' Not Young/ I'm not a child lyrics. though only some part of it.. I'll post those parts:
Just have a listen to what I’m saying
I know what young is
Mom’s always with me, you dont know yet
In reality, I’m really completley grown up now
im old enough to know everything...
...I'm not a little kid anymore, im all grown up
I know the world, I know it too (the world)
dont underestimate me, dont mess with me...
I don't understand why my mom always forbides me to do everything I have to do. sometimes it's a really important thing for me, but she just desn't understand. She always put her business above and don't really care about my responsibilities.
I should go somewhere to look for dance costume. The competition is just a week ahead. Ok, I understand she's really busy, so she can't drive me anywhere, but why can't she just let me go by myself? I've been living for 17 years in Jakarta, I know how to go everywhere by busway, I can call a taxi or.. whatever! There's so many ways to travel around Jakarta. From my view, if you can't take public transportation so you shouldn't live in Jakarta. This is a busy city and traffic jam is everywhere, so if you want to go faster you should take the busway. besides, it's cheaper. But SHE won't let me go! sigh.
What should I do if my team don't have the costume for the competition? Does she want to take all the responsibilities I should carry? NO!!
so why can I just be free to do what I really have to do? This is an urgent matter!
and today when she scolded me I felt upset and spoke in higher note to her 'okay, if you can't drive me I'll ask my sister if she could pick me!' (my sister ask me to accompany her to Mangga Dua for shopping and I think I can find the costumes there)
and guess what?
she yelled at me not to speak like that to her! geez. Is there any rules in the world about 'children must not be upset with parent's words and only parents are allowed to make the children upset while the children are not allowed to express that'?
I'm not a child anymore. She have to believe this though she can't. If she really can't accept the fact that I'm not a child now, so why did she had me? Every parents must be ready when their child grow up someday right?