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HOW TO BE A GOOD FANGIRL IN 5 STEPS // The Art of Fangirling
step 1 Choose the idol for yourself
step 2 Learn about them, collect their photos and articles
step 3 SPREAD THE LOVE
step 4 don't ever mind to share with others, ya guys know what I mean ;)
step 5 this is the most critical for me: THOUGH THE WORLD DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU, KEEP SUPPORT YOUR IDOL NO MATTER WHAT!!
well that makes a good fangirl. How about you?
dirty.little.secrets.
No Pizza No More!!
Jumat, 30 Oktober 2009 12.55
Okay, so I got ashamed at one of the Pizza Hut resto near my house. It's on Mall Artha Gading.
The story started when me and one of my bff Wandi, promised to go to Pizza Hut, just the 2 of us, if our wall-to-wall posts on Facebook reached 1000. So, when we reached that number on Sunday, we planned to go on Wednesday.
It was Wednesday afternoon, and we agreed to meet at the mall, but strangely, we met on the angkot (ugh what is it in english?) on the way to the mall. hahaha. And so, we go straight to the restaurant because we just felt too hungry =p
Because Wandi wears retainers, he took it off before we started eating and wrapped it up with tissues. As I knew before, he always use lots of tissues if we ate out, and he did it too there. So the retainers were burried in a pile of tissues. and we both forgot about it, and left after we ate.
We went to Gramedia. But not so long after that, he realized something strange. And he said that his retainers were probably left in the restaurant. He was so panic, and I told him to check his bag, if somehow he forgot that he had already put them in there. but they're not there, so we went back to Pizza Hut to get them back.
Well, if it weren't worth 1 million rupiahs, we wouldn't do that either.
When we got there, we asked the waitress there about the retainers
Wandi: excuse me, did you see the retainers on the table over there?
Waitress: *chuckle* what? retainers?
Wandi: Yep
Waitress: I don't think I saw them
Wandi: I wrapped them up with tissues and put it in a pile of tissues so..
Waitress: oh sorry, but we already threw it away.. but if you still want to look for it..
She took us to the kitchen and showed us a big plastic bag full of rubbish. mostly dirty tissues and leftover foods. And then one of the male employee there helped Wandi finding his retainers. Hmmph so gross..!
They found his retainers afterall, but we were incredibly ashamed that we said that we wont eat there again! hahaha..
So we can learn something from this:
NEVER TOOK OFF YOU RETAINERS!!
=p
GBu all.. have a nice weekend..
Label: life
Until You Love Me
Kamis, 29 Oktober 2009 11.25
You know sometime when u see your self
Just see your self
Someone not good enough
And though there's times when you feel like
You can't do nothing right
And then security takes ahold
Obscures your vision of your soul
You can't see what's inside
Open up your eyes
Take a look in the mirror
You're beautiful
Take a moment to love
The one you are
Learn to accept yourself
'cause this that's true
You can't love nobody else
Until U Love U
I know sumtime its so hard to keep
Up your self esteem
Sometime u can feel so small
And its so easy to tell yourself
You're not worth much at all
When you aren't sure of who you are
Now it's tearing you apart
You can't see what is true
Change your point of view
Take a look in the mirror
You're beautiful
Take a moment to love
The one you are
Learn to accept yourself
'cause this that's true
You can't love nobody else
Until u love u
Find what is real is what's inside you
Know there's no one else in this world like you
Take maybe just a little time to start and see
Just who you really are
Take a look in the mirror
You're beautiful
Take a moment to love
The one you are
Learn to accept yourself
'cause this that's true
You can't love nobody else
Until u love u
Take a look in the mirror
You're beautiful
Take a moment to love
The one you are
Learn to accept yourself
'cause this that's true
You can't love nobody else
Until u love
Take a look in the mirror
Take a look in the mirror
Hemm
Take a look in the mirror
Take a look in the mirror
You're beautiful Label: lyrics
Cermin Ajaib (Tulisan Tak Bergenre)
Rabu, 28 Oktober 2009 06.08
Kanvas putih di hadapanku masih kosong. Menanti untuk dilukis. Tapi aku tidak tahu apa yang akan kulukis. bingung, semua hal menjadi tidak menarik untuk kulukiskan. Kupu-kupu terlihat biasa. Bunga apa lagi. Benda-benda favoritku itu kini tidak ubahnya seperti kedudukan mereka di mata sebagian besar orang. indah namun tidak memberikan keindahan. biasa saja.
Jadi teringat kamu. ingin melukis kamu. aneh.
Tapi rasa-rasanya keinginan belum bisa mengalahkan keterbatasan. Mana mungkin aku bisa menggambarmu. Tapi aku ingin. Pusing, aku membiarkan kanvas itu tetap putih. Tidak kusentuh sama sekali. Aku merenung memikirkan bagaimana aku harus menggambar kamu.
Kamu.. apa yang bisa merepresentasikan kamu? Kamu membuatku kacau, membuatku galau, pusing. Depresi. Kamu membuatku sesak nafas. Bukan karena siapa-siapa tapi karena aku sendiri yang mencekat kata-kata yang ingin kuutarakan padamu.
Tapi di sisi lain kamu juga indah. Indah seindah kisah dongeng masa kecil. Banyak harapan di sana, peri, kurcaci, rumah jamur, penyihir, puteri, pangeran. Ada juga apel beracun, tapi ada juga ciuman cinta sejati. Namun di dunia dongeng semuanya hitam-putih, sedangkan manusia itu kelabu. Bagaimana bisa aku menggambarkan kekelabuan itu?
Cermin ajaib, mungkin?
Cermin ajaib bagiku adalah satu-satunya mahluk dongeng paling kelabu, karena kejujurannya. Dia dengan jujur mengatakan mana yang benar dan mana yang salah, tapi itu menyebabkan sisi kekelabuannya. Dia bilang Snow White cantik. Tapi dia juga yang menyebabkan ratu ingin membunuhnya. Dia seolah berkepala dua. Sebenarnya, dia tidak memihak.
Baru terpikir: kamu mungkin cermin ajaibku.
Haruskah aku menggambarmu sebagai cermin ajaib? di dunia dongengmu yang indah, kamu lah satu-satunya yang kelabu. begitukah?
Nah, kini aku jadi melihatmu bagai sebuah paradoks yang makin rumit. Pusing. Kubiarkan kanvas itu tetap kosong. Biar dia sendiri saja yang memilih mau digambar apa.
Jakarta, 28 Oktober 2009
Cermin ajaib, siapa yang paling kamu cintai?Label: life, poetry
Planning Day. Sleepover. Laughs. Energy is Overloaded.
Senin, 26 Oktober 2009 01.46
Last weekend went crazy as Recisian Youth's daily ministry went to Sentul City for a sleepover. But not just another sleepover, this is an annual planning day meeting for us before the annual planning day meeting with the other territory in our parish this Saturday. So the all of the daily ministers went to Sentul city at Saturday evening, in 2 groups. My group departed earlier at 5 p.m. and the other group later at 7. I was in the car with Erick, Abank, Wandi, and Alfian.
The house which we rented was standard in size, but when we went to bed, we realized that there were not enough bed for 15 of us. so some of the boys slept on the sofa, and Steven and Marvin even slept on the floor. Poor them =p
Meanwhile, in the girls' room, we gossiped so bad that only Michelle slept untill morning. We stopped at 6 a.m.! So much stories to share, hwhw.. and one of those stories was about Wandi's mom who thinks that Wandi and I are in a relationship. hahaha.. that one made me laugh =p okay so it explained why she sometimes acts kinda weird when I come to her house. She sometimes stays around us, or give me some meals, hahaha..
Weird and funny things keep happened during the sleepover. Abank, who is usually calm went crazy suddenly. He was joking like Alvin the 'sekyanisme' does. He became so loud! And around 1 a.m. when most of us played cards, he cooked some fries for us, but he couldn't stop cooking untill we ran out of frozen food. and he even MOPPED the floor at night! OMG, I don't have any idea why he seemed so over-energized these days. but it makes him funny hahaha..
We'll miss times like these.. though this was for a short time only, moments like this really make me happy, hehehe.. Recisians fighting!
girls gank
at the restaurant
'lebay' people
Recis daily ministers
with Giant balls in Sentul City
Label: life, mudika, recis
The Coolest Daddy on Earth!
01.31
Happy birthday Daddy!!
Now that my Dad is 49 years old.. I suddenly realize that he's quite old, hahaha... he'll be 50 next year, and I'm still in high school. (or univ, for next year) sometimes I think about making some money to help him out. I want him to be proud of me. But I think I still can't do it untill now.
Though I said that he's old, but he's not the typical of his age. My friends say that his style is so much younger, hahaha. He wears T-shirt, Jeans (sometimes the ripped, and pencil-cut ones!), sneakers, and he carries backpack instead of briefcase. It's because he's never worked in the office, and he has his own business, so he NEARLY NEVER wears formal outfit. Rock n Roll daddy, hahaha..
But whatever people say about you, for me you're the coolest daddy on earth! Love you dad, happy birthday!
Label: Birthday, life
Paramore - Ignorance (Lyrics + Video)
Kamis, 22 Oktober 2009 08.36
{Verse 1}
If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well I guess I'll make my own way
It's the circle, I mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge, but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life
{Bridge}
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same (No!)
We're not the same (No!)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah, the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good (Hey!)
It's good (Hey!)
It's good
{Chorus}
Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
{Verse 2}
And this is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person, but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself
{Bridge}
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same (No!)
We're not the same (No!)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah, the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good (Hey!)
It's good (Hey!)
It's good
{Chorus}
Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
taken from lyricsmode.com
credits to VideoHQVariados
Label: lyrics, mv, Paramore, videos
Bandung Road Trip
Sabtu, 17 Oktober 2009 20.39
Okay so today is Sunday but I have no plan on going anywhere. maybe I could go with Wandi or Angel, but anot with my family because they are tired because of yesterday's road trip. So I'm now eating my breakfast which is instant noodle, but in my favourite version =p I always add some chillies *not sauce - but raw chillies cutted in 3-4 parts* and a boiled egg. Lately I also add kim/ nori (seaweed) to mu noodle soup because I'll get the taste like ramen's soup.
Oh forget about the noodle.
So I went to Bandung yesterday, a cool city which just takes 3 hours to get there from Jakarta. When I said cool, I really mean cool. The temperature is lower that Jakarta because it's located near the mountain. And it's a very crowded city! Everywhere we go, every intersection, every street, even the small streets, are FULL of traffic jam!
But what makes me love this city so much is the green environtment (many trees are planted on the pavings) and GREAT FOODS. hahaha. I just love how we can get delicious foods everywhere, you'll know what I mean when you get there.
And the reason behin yesterday's road trip was to take a look at some universities in Bandung. we visited Maranatha, an also ITB (but we just pass it). And we had lunch near Maranatha campus. There were many pujasera there. hmm what is it in english? Well pujasera is a place like food court but not in malls, they are usually smaller too.
Next, we went to cihampelas and shopped some clothes. Well.. actually I wanted to go somewhere else, but because of the traffic jam my parents said that we'd just stop at cihampelas. I got a new red-squared dress. post the pict later.
We went home after we lost for direction for about 1 hour. ahahaha. We chose to go back via Puncak and had our dinner there. By the way, My dad bought a weird truck model on the way, really weird. hahaha. I'll write our conversation in Indonesian by the way.
dad: *suddenly stopped the car*
mom: ada apa? koq berhenti?
dad: nggak, ada truk-trukan
me: *mikir jangan2 ada beberapa truk mau lewat* koq jalanannya kosong?
dad: bukan truk beneran, tuh di pinggir.. *pointed at the truck model being displayed*
ahaha.. forgive my dad's weird collection.
We reached home at about 1 a.m. that was a nice road trip.. waiting for the next!
Label: bandung, life, weekend
Why Doesn't Indonesia Have a Commercial Like These??
Jumat, 16 Oktober 2009 09.49
I just watched Thai Insurance commercials on Youtube, my friend posted the links first on facebook. At first I didn't know that these ads can be really touching. some of them even made me cried! great ads, thoygh most people said they don't get the point of these ads, but I do really think these are interesting ads, despite the bluntness at promoting the benefits of the product itself. But what the heck, just watching these inspirational ads still makes me wanna go and get an insurance today.
Let's pick the top 3, I mean the most touching ones, to be posted here.
1. My Son
2. Mae Toi
3. Marry Me
But later on I found one ad, the only one of Thai Insurance ad that really made me laugh. um.. it's so funny, though it's a little bit gross =p The story line is about a man who sells insurance, but people see him as a giant cockaroach.. LOL the ending when he still has the antena made me laugh a lot! really silly.
Label: ads, commercial, funny, insurance, thai, videos
HAEppy BirtHAE!!
05.57
Okay.. so since today is the 15th of October.. I would like to say HAEPPY 24th BIRTHAE =p to our beloved Donghae oppa!Hey, it's 24!! but he look like a 19 y.o for me!
I made this gpx in just a few minutes hehehe..
Saengil chukhaHAE! hehehe :3
and now it's time for the wishlist:
Wishing you a long life
good health
neverending bless
success in career and life
always love Super Junior 13
getting better and better on foreign language =p
keep dancing
keep singing
keep smiling
be the same lovely Donghae oppa as today..
but feel free if you want to be better!
be more mature and be a good son to your mom
and finally..
keep swimming, fishy! =p
Tons of Love,
Icha & Kyuhyun
Label: 13, Birthday, E.L.F, Junior, Lee Donghae, Super
Kau
Jumat, 09 Oktober 2009 13.44
Hmm.. ini sih ceritanya waktu itu guru gw nyuruh bikin puisi..karena nggak ada ide akhirnya gw nggak buat
eh terus pas jem pelajaran berikutnya udah disuruh maju bacain. Mati aje, kertas gw masih kosong gitu. akhirnya gw nulis puisi pendek n asal.
tapi setelah gw liat punya anak-anak laen gw jadi berasa terlalu serius sendiri, hahaha
yang lain tuh nulisnya 'guling', 'pohon', 'kursi'.. nah cuma gw yang curcol di puisi hahaha
enjoy guys..
*****
Kau adalah udara
yang kuhirup dan mengalir dalam darahku
tapi tak dapat kugapai
Kau adalah pancaran surya
Namamu dibisikkan tiupan angin
Dan kau tercurah dalam hujan yang dingin
yang menusuk tulangku
malam ini
1 Oktober 2009
ditulis darurat di kelas yang ribut
Label: life, poetry
Aku Tahu (tulisan tak bergenre)
13.41
Aku tahu ada suatu tempat yang abadi di mana hanya ada kita. Aku tahu.
Sempat kita berubah, sempat kau menjauh, dan dunia itu pudar. Aku putus asa pada saat itu. Kau tidak pernah tahu. Mungkin kau tidak pernah peduli. Tapi aku peduli. Aku tidak mau kita berubah. Aku mau kita tetap kita yang dulu, abadi. Tapi pada kenyataannya tidak ada yang abadi. hidup ini berubah, dinamis.
Keabadian satu-satunya yang pernah kupelajari hanya cinta. Itupun cinta yang di luar batas kemampuan manusia untuk mencintai. Aku dan kau hanya manusia biasa. Belum tentu juga kau memiliki cinta itu.
Hari ini kau duduk di sampingku lagi dan kita berbincang untuk sejenak. Bagimu mungkin hanya berkata-kata. Bagiku seperti melepas kerinduan jiwa. Dan aku menggali lagi ke dasar agar kita menemukan lagi dunia abadi kita. Sesaat aku menemukannya dalam detik-detik yang terasa begitu cepat.
Tapi aku takut, karena yang aku tak tahu, apakah benar dunia kita abadi? atau itu hanya dunia semu yang hanya ada dalam mimpi? Benarkah aku selama ini menjalani kenyataan, atau lari darinya? Apakah kau hanya buai mimpi belaka?
Aku tidak tahu, karena dengan segala keterbatasanku, aku hanya manusia.
Yang aku tahu biarpun dunia itu hanya mimpi sekalipun, setidaknya ia ada. Setidaknya di mimpiku. Lebih baik daripada tidak sama sekali. Aku cukup puas.
8 Oktober 2009
lamunan di jalan pulang dari rumahmu
Label: life, poetry
Wonder Girls - Friend (Romaji + Translation)
Senin, 05 Oktober 2009 04.22
Aww.. now this one is the best of all..draws my story very well.. too well I think. And I decide to post the translation too so everyone can understand.
okay, somehow feel like crying T^T
*****
Romaji
Harujongil ne eolgulman barabogo shipeojineungeol
Dareun il modu sone jabhiji anneungeol
Gakkum nal chyeodabomyeo miso jinneun neo eui moseube
Nado moreuge johajanda malhago shipeo
Chingurado joha ne gyeote isseul su itdamyeon
Neol ilko shiji anha nae gajang chinhan chinguin neol
*** You're my best friend
But you can't be my boyfriend
Nae ga neoreul chyeodabol ttaedo hangsang
Neoneun nae chinguman chyeodaboji
You're my everything hajiman malhal su eobseo
Nae mamsoge salgo inneun neol
Hangsang neol bogo isseul ttaemyeon ne yeope inneun chingumoseube
Nado moreuge nae mami apaoneungeol
Ireon nae mameul deulkilkkabwa na honjaseo nae mam dallaego
Jogeumsshik neowa meoleojyeo gago isseo
Chingurado joha ne gyeote isseul su itsamyeon
Neol ilko shipji anha nae gajang chinhan chinguinneol
*** You're my best friend
But you can't be my boyfriend
Nae ga neoreul chyeodabol ttaedo hangsang
Neoneun nae chinguman chyeodaboji
You're my everything hajiman malhal su eobseo
Nae mamsoge salgo inneun neol
[Bridge]
ije ne yeopeseo nae joheun chinguroman
neol barabolge naega neoreul akkyeojulge
neol johahaneunmankeum *** You're my best friend
But you can't be my boyfriend
Nae ga neoreul chyeodabol ttaedo hangsang
Neoneun nae chinguman chyeodaboji
You're my everything hajiman malhal su eobseo
Nae mamsoge salgo inneun neol
You're my best friend
But you can't be my boyfriend
Nae ga neoreul chyeodabol ttaedo hangsang
Neoneun nae chinguman chyeodaboji
You're my everything hajiman malhal su eobseo
Nae mamsoge salgo inneun neol
English Translation
All day I've been wanting to see your face
I can't seem to focus on any of my work
The smile on your face when you sometimes stare at me
Without even realizing I want to confess to you that I like you.
I like being just a friend to you
If it means that I'll be by your side
I don't want to forget you
Cuz you're my most important friend
You're my best friend
But you can't be my boy friend
Whenever I look at you,
You always look back at me as just a friend
You're my everything
But I can't confess to you
You live inside my heart
Whenever I'm staring at you
As nothing more than just a friend
Without even realizing my heart starts to hurt
I'm afraid that my true feelings will show
So I try to hide it to myself
I'm slowly growing farther away from you
I like being just a friend to you
If it means that I'll be by your side
I don't want to forget you
Cuz you're my most important friend
You're my best friend
But you can't be my boy friend
Whenever I look at you,
You always look back at me as just a friend
You're my everything
But I can't confess to you
You live inside my heart
From now on when I'm by your side
I'll see you only as a good friend
But I'll still cherish you
As much as I like you
You're my best friend
But you can't be my boy friend
Whenever I look at you,
You always look back at me as just a friend
You're my everything
But I can't confess to you
You live inside my heart
romaji taken from seeklyrics.com
translation taken from lyricsty.com
Label: Kpop, life, lyrics, Wonder Girls
TLC - Unpretty
04.18
Well let's call this one intermezzo among our brokenheart lyrics.. this one is TLC's song too, and I do think we should have this way of thinking. Never look down on ourselves and feeling unpretty. all girls are born pretty, that was my friend said once.
*****
I wish could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)
My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin
Chorus :
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make up
That M.A.C. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in the position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too
Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm bein stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me (hey)
My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
Me, I'm trippin
[Chorus] x 2
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)
[Chorus] x 2
taken from absolutelyrics.com
Label: lyrics, TLC
John McLaughlin - So Close
04.02
Another movie soundtrack from the movie titled 'Enchanted'Remember the scene when they danced at the King and Queen Ball?
This is the nice ballad song the band played :D
and of course, I post it here because of the lyrics..
*****
You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
taken from stlyrics.com
Label: lyrics, soundtrack
Joy Enriquez - How Can I Not Love You
03.58
This one is the OST of Anna and the King.. I guess.. I kinda forget the movie but somehow I think it's Anna and the King.. huhuhu
*****
Cannot touch, cannot hold, cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss, cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know
Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend its over
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say
What weve known all along
Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you
Bridge:
Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what weve known all along
Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you
When you are gone
taken from lyricsfreak.com
Label: Joy Enriquez, lyrics, soundtrack
